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what i can say now is,

i messed up everything, really ;(

i turn it upside down for everything, how shitty is me :/ 

i just felt so damn guitly now, no jokes ;(

the biggest mistake i had made, shame for myself :/

i just wanna express it for myself, no offense actually. ;(

i'll keep in heart, everything.

time heal everything i know but can time just please pretty pass it abit faster? ;(

i found out night outing can heal my broken heart, guilty heart!

everythings poped out at my mind whenever the sky is dark, i just don't know why :S

and i found that insomnia finding me constantly this few days

when i know i can't even open my eyes, my mind is at the offline mood

i went off to the bed, close my eyes, trying to sleep but everythings just flashing in my mind like saying hi to me! ;(

 i can't sleep well this few days

i slept almost 5am everyday :/

and i feel so sick now, bodyache, headache visit me again

i feel like fever is going to visit me very soon too ;(

i feel so tired now seriously

i did my quiz quite badly yesterday i guess ;( hmmm

i know i can't look back, i just can move forward, good luck py :)

i feel so damn tired now, i want a good rest now, can i?

please just let me fall asleep when i off to bed later k. a little request from me!

i just regreted what i had done ;( the word just describing my feelings now, the complicated feelings i had ;(

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i know i'm fine now :)

good luck py! :(