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每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
♥♥♥




p/s: I had tried my best to forget him but i couldn't TT

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OMG!
i dont know that u cared that problem so much..
seriously, i didnt realise at all ...
im so so sorry~
sorry x10000000000000 =[
i just realise it when i viewed your profile just now...
and this happen on couple weeks ago...
sorry.....
forgive me pls..
i swear i wont make this problems happen again!
sorry once again =[



p/s: didnt watch inception today =[ was busy preparing oral presentation, gonna watch it this friday for sure!

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LOL.. everyone said my blog is damn emo~
oh really?
mayb i should try to update my blog with some happy things.. should i?
but sometime i find it hard to express my joyful..
bcoz it seems like there are only a little of joyful on me =[
oh my joy, where are you? I'm trying to find you everyday =X
please come back! yet i need you so much! XD~
and i feel that this song lyrics is expressing my feeling now~
我怕太超现实的快乐，只是你借给我的！
(I'm afraid too surreal of the joy,just you lend it to me!)

oh yeaXD~
i finished my malaysian studies big performance with my group members
thanks my dear group members for the coorperation to complete our performance, and i was satisfied with it~
although somethings happen between us during the discussion..=[
sorry once again =]

oh no!
having 2 presentation next week!
computing on tuesday and english on wednesday!
and i haven prepared well for my english!
GOD BLESS ME!!
and the coming final~
i gonna be kinda busy soon.....TT




p/s: im damn excited now~ gonna watch inception with my babes tomorrow! XD~

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recently so many problems happen on me TT
facing some problems with fiona babe~
but at last we solved the problem!

i hate my busy life!
assignment! quizzes! coll homework! sucks =[
damn stress! =X

and i dunno why i still thinking of him although i planned to give up him..
i told my fren that i had put down him =]
and they all was like so happy.. even ask me to go and celebarte~ OMG!
sorry my fren, i think i dissapointed you all~
actually i haven really putting down him..
and i dunno why?
i still will view his profile everytime i log in my FB!
view his wall post..
his comment...
his fren's comment
every single things of him..
TT

and i realise that i cant even concentrate on doing my stuff whenever you are beside or around me!
i will still jealous when you find others but not me..TT although i told my fren that i never jealous at all... actually im just lying! sorry my fren~
awwwwwww, god! help me please! =[
im suffering now~



p/s: good luck for my malaysian studies quiz 2 tomorrow =D

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i just cant bear you!
you are fucking annoying~
and i hate your noob behaviour!
super emo now! because of you~ WTH!
you are too overconfident!
please dont think that you are perfect! you are NOT!
please la you~
.........
dont try to anger me!!!!!


sorry for being rude here~
i just cant control myself to express my feeling here!

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I don't talk to you doesn't means that i don't care you..
I just don't know what to tell you and don't know what to talk to you!

But actually i still cared about you♥♥
=DDDDDDD~

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my jealousy came again today!
OMG~
YES! i was jealous when you two being so close..TT so what?
i just cant control myself ><

JEALOUSY, PLEASE GO AWAY!
PLEASE!!


p/s: awww, so damn nervous now!




p/s: awwww, i'm damn nervous now!

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having serious headache yesterday~
i dunno why i lost my control to have a cup of coffee although i dislike coffee~
mayb i was just too sleepy
i slept for 3 hours only coz i just cant stop thinking of you~

i hate coffee
i felt dizzy, headache and even vomit after having coffee!
i was like dying yesterday~
i cant study!
i just can lying on the bed!
and i cant even sleep coz of the serious headache!
but i still keep thinking of you although i having headache!
u just cant leave from my mind!
i was thinking
-why you didn't on9 today
-what are you doing now?
-where are you now?
-why you didn't text me today?
-why i did't recieve your msg today? izzit my hp got problem?
-have you ate your breakfast, lunch and dinner?
-did u slept well last night?
-do you miss me right now?
-are you okay now?

i try to warn myself not to miss you everyday but i cant TT
awwwwwwwww......



p/s: i dont wanna sick anymore~

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please dont hurt me again and again!
you hurted me a lot~
and u know im not super girl!
im not as stong as you think..
although i look strong enough >< and i dunno what you thinking now! sometime u treated me so good but sometime damn cold! and i thought u cared me a lot..TT actually u treat everyone this way~ someone said you treat me very special~ but i dont think so.. my mistake! sorry ><

please stop making me crying everynight~
my eyes swollen because of you~
i cant sleep everynight TT



p/s: TT