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recently hard to express my feeling!
my mood changed every moment! TT
and i dunno why~
my mood will turn up and down!
sometime very hyper and sometime super down..
and i dunno WTH i was thinking!!
and my tear will drop automatically T_____T
feel like self-mutilation when i was super down
OMG! I suppose shouldnt think like that =(((((((


since he scolded me that i shouldnt do that
so i try to make myself happy everytime i was down
pretend that i was happy eventhough im super down
and i feel so tired when everytime i pretending myself TT
it is super duper hard!
but i have to do so TT
and I HATE PRETENDING MYSELF!
sorry if i really bored you when i was emo-ing!


seriuosly, i need a friend
to talk to me everyday
share my sadness and happiness with him/her =))))))
being a good listener and listen what i wanna say
comfort me when i was down
sitting beside me and accompany me when i feel like crying
wont ask me for reason why im sad [coz im just not in a good mood]
text with me whenever im bored


AND
I NEED A BIG BIG HUG!! =((((((
feel like hugging someone right now and cry infront of him/her!

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thanks god!
you gave me them =))
im so damn happy XD
i will appreciate them XD~
they gave me alot of fun and happiness ♥♥
no matter how, they will try to make me happy eventhough im really EMO~
thanks alot my ji mui!
thanks chuan, seven and chew soon! hahahha XD~
although we always tease each other! but this is our communicate style! =))
we are special! we need special communication! hahahhahaha =p
we will wait for everyone then we will only start our chating eventhough we have to wait until midnight, it doesn't matter~ as long as we could chat and have fun everyday =)
im really happy that we could met!

somehow we have to appreciate what we having now~
true friendship will never end but not for a true relationship, it might break up one day =(
RELATIONSHIP WON'T LAST LONGER!
and i learnt to appreciate my friends... weeeeeee =p
thanks alot my ji mui!
I cant lost you guys! you guys are important for me =)
you guys really bring alot of fun and happiness for me! =)
i love you guys!! ♥♥







our sweet memories =)


p/s: i will appreciate you guys!♥

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OMG!!
sick again! @@
went for amazing race at midvalley last night!!
have a great day with them =]
but end up with sick after that! ==
SHIT la !!!


I HATE SICK! =(



p/s: i was damn shocked yesteday =] and i told myself i shouldn't think so much!! TT

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awwwwwwwwww, finnaly finals over and my beloved holidays coming!!!
2 and half weeks holidays! enjoy my holidays yet abit boring @@
you know what? i had suffered for around 2 weeks to prepare for my final exam and now i relieve!!! XD~

having fun with my babes yesterday after the study skills paper!!
but pity chew soon! his car get toll by the stupid DBKL! and fine 215 bucks~ TT (he said he never blocked the road but he park outside a house) hahhahhaaXD~
have a great day with
- hsiad chuan
- seven
- chew soon
- and our funny cutie zheng hoe! LOL

we went to midvalley to have our lunch at pasta zanmai!
then shopping there~ (meet kang lu, jay yew, eric, apple, munteng, cheryll, kathryn, pikling and roy) XD~
shopping there with our shopping king CHEW SOON! although he said he bankrup already but he still wanna buy shirt, pants and shoe! LOL, funny him =] *rich guy

our cuite zheng hoe suddenly plan to sing k!
then we went to The Gardens at 2pm to sing k at redbox!!
sound like mad at there @@
crazy us =p

chating with them at zheng hoe's car while going to lawyat (jam like hell there) LOL! our zheng hoe said he wanna buy a laptop for himself =]

then went for steamboat buffet at Lot 10 at 7pm~
eat until 9.30pm!! awwwwww, so damn full la~ but chuan said she still hungry! LOL
chating there while eating!
talk back how we meet at college the first time!! hahhaha XD~ funny la =]
and we plan to go kepong trip this sunday! chew soon and zheng hoe bring us go eat, shopping, watch movie and jogging!
then overnight at chew soon house and pillow talk!!!!
awwwwwwww, i cant wait for this sunday's kepong trip anymore XDXDXD~

finally reach home at 11pm and continue chating with chew soon, chuan and seven at skype!! (using mic) LOL~ we lazy to type la!!
so damn tired yesterday yet have fun with them!!!
i love you guys!!!! ♥♥♥

AMAZING RACE at midvalley today =]
going with chew soon! hope i can team with chew soon! hahahha XD~
GOOD LUCK FOR ME AND CHEW SOON!!!


p/s: i was so happy yesterday but i still missing you =[