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圣诞快乐！

今年的平安夜和圣诞节虽然过得很普通，很累
但很开心 ;D

谢谢我最爱的朋友!

我爱你们! <3

HAPPY SPONGEBOB's DAY! <3

缘分真的很奇怪，当你很想遇到一个人的时候却遇不到。但当你没想到会遇到那个人的时候却偏偏会遇到。
世界真的很小
我没想过会在今天遇见回他
朋友跟我说看见他，我都不信
看见他，心情很复杂，很复杂 :(
突然觉得很陌生
就像最熟悉的陌生人 :(
我不懂为什么，看见他，我的自然反应是避开他
不是我忍下心避开
是我不懂如果我们遇到对方
我该说什么
搞不好我的眼泪又崩溃 :(
我很怕，真的很怕 :(
想哭又不可以哭，只好撑着
朋友一直问我有什么感受
她们说她们没试过遇见会前男友这样的情景
当然是伤心啊，应该没有人会很开心吧
回忆真的很多很多 :(
每天一直跟自己说不要再想了
如果我还在想念, 那又怎样?
已经结束了

今年我的圣诞愿望是

希望每个人每一天都可以过得很开心，

希望我的病可以快点好起来 :(

这病蛮折磨, 会突然眼皮没有力气打开

天天都要吃药, 有时候药都控制不了 :(
我, 你都要开心

*想知道你过得好吗? 我想你 :(

py

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Hi!

life is great with them :)

they are my late night outing gang!

my crazy buddies! :D

they like going out at night cause most of them working during day time!

so i followed them :p

just backed from one of the boy house in our gang!

his house is having party tonight, his cousin sister celebrating belated birthday :)

act we planned to sing k at first

but its so freaking expensive tonight :O

RM40 to 60 ++ excluding tidbits and fruit plate, mygod!

every box is like set their price higher cause tmr is christmas eve, hmmm :(

so we went there to chill and of course mahjung time! HAHAHA! mahjung is our trend now :p

idk why today so many ppl find me thru whatsapp, lol :p

my girl finally got back her whatsapp and whatsapp-ed me ;)

and the supervisor even find me thru whatsapp

and the most funny part is MR JY, using his new phone number and find me

asked me to give a guess without giving any clues :S

like i'm superwomen!

of course i can't guess who are him, lol

hehee! went southgate kitschen with mummy last night, bought this dress and a singlet ;)

im happy girl now! :DD thanks mummy bought this for me!

christmas coming soon!

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! :)

wish i can have a great christmas day! 

but no one date me yet :( DATE ME OUT ppl! :p

你来过，然后你走后，只留下星空

以为快乐会永久，像不变星空，陪着我

但当故事失去了美梦，而我们失去联络

不懂为什么就在每次我最脆弱的时候，想起你了 :(

py

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hey people

i'm here again ;)

last saturday was my last day of working as promoter at jusco ;)

last day was actually falls on sunday but my eye can't open again due to some nerves problem :(

so my sister replaced me, thanks sister! :D

sorry for the dirty-ness of the mirror :S

i had lots fun tonight tho friends ffk-ed us :(

went yumcha with the crazy buddies gang and my two lovely babes!

they are so nice! always can't stop making me laugh like mad :p

thanks boys and girls! <3

we even went for mahjung at jasmine's house!

just reached home at 12.30am ;)

<3<3

thanks god, i met them ;)

hmmm, seriously, i damn worry the situation i'm having now :(

my eyelids always dropped down, no energy to open at all, makes me so suffer! :(

always forced myself to open my eye because i need to drive

i just can't accept the truth if i really got the diseases :(

its a very rare diseases called Myasthenia Gravis

it will cause only nerves problem on eyes or face expression :(

the worst situation goes will cause difficulty in breathing and talking.

i prayed everynight, i hope i don't get this diseases seriosuly! :(

one more month to go to know the report :(

i'm damn afraid, i cried whenever i think of it

my parents damn worried about me, always called me when i'm driving out alone at night

sorry daddy and mummy!

i don't know how to face this seriously 

i didn't ate medicine for two days, and my eye got no energy to open again :(

god please bless me!

py

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hey people

i know i dumped my bloggie again, so sorry!

im busy this week, hmmm

just discharge from hospotal yesterday :(

skipped this part first!

lets start with my birthday celebration with my babes first! ;)

we actually went for dinner and outing on 7/12 ;)

and i decided to go for a drink @overtime!

but jasmine said lets go her house drink and overnight instead of going overtime! lol

what a good idea! :) like finally we can pillow talk and have fun ;)

me and jasmine actually drank 7 cans, qk drank one cans then faint dy! LOL

me and babe! <3

we actually talked a lot that night! really had lots fun with them :) 

we pillow talked until 5.30am! lol

and 3 of us fall asleep afterwards :D:D

3 of us before sleep <3

i seriously love them lotsss! <3<3

they are awesome! ;)

sad to say that siuwai cant join us that night, she having stpm exam the next day ;(((

all of us miss her so much that night!

the next day! my big day! ;))

they planned to sing k @neway, time square!

me and qk <3

me and my pretty babe! <3

miss jasmine and qk <3

three of us! singing k! ;)))

while i'm concentrating replying msg and two of them actually singing song

and suddenly the song changed, joey yong is talking

and i was like -.-

and i asked : why you guys changed the song? 

then a waiter then come in with a cake! and birthday song is playing

damn shocked, wtf! almost cried!

SURPRISE!

with my lovely babes!

thanks babes with the surprise! ;D

make a wish, wish year 2012 is great for me! ;)

thanks babes for the surprise, i actually had surprise for two years dy, feel great ;)

im actually feel good with the little birthday celebration with them ;)

i really appreciate it <3

the only sad case is that my dear siuwai cant celebrate my birthday with me this year :( and him. hmmm ;(

nvm, its okay! i still happy with it :)

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so sorry ppl, i know my blog had been dumped for so long :/

im busy working, outing! like seriously

and i went hospital to visit my aunt everyday

she is sick, so sick now :(

hopes she could get well soon :')

so far, my life is normal

outing, work, sleep, eat, games :p

i enjoyed my holidays seriously

sometimes i just feel bored going to work
i don't feel like going to work
i wanna relax all the time

but can't, i need money

i got no choice :(

i seriously need money to change my stupid lousy bb :S

or maybe i'm influence by my siblings, three of them are using touch screen phone. urghhh! and i only using touchpad phone :(

i gonna change my bb to either iphone or samsung galaxy S2 or 3 :P

which one better? i like iphone more actually but my bro strongly recommed S2. urghhh, i'm so fan now! :S

and now i got another job during my weekends since i'm free on weekends

to earn more moneyyyyyy! MONEY! can you just drop from sky? *impossible*  :(((

hmmm! and yeah, i went shopping last sunday! ;D;D

i bought a lot a lot in 5 hours! *happy face*

bought two tops from mirocle

short from G2

short skirt from cotton on

shoe from vincci and cardigan from romp!

and also some accesories! hehehe!

there are soooo many big sales now! vincci is having 50% sales and padini concept store! ommgggg, i went crazy okay when i see those sales! :D

i could forget everything when shopping

this is girls! :)

life without you is bored but i still could live, happy to say that :)

thanks for abandon me, you teaches me a lot, i stay stronger now

although i still think of you everyday, ALWAYS, sorry for saying that i still can't put down you

i'm trying, i'm learning

i tried not to update things relate with you on twitter

now the only social life for me is twitter

please give me some freedom at twitter, oh pls!

i'm happy seriously when friends told me i changed :)

she said i'm better in dress up

more lady now, she asked why

i said cause i dumped by my ex maybe i don't look nice at all last time

i wanna look better, i wanna dress up nicer to give myself more self confidence

i feel so bad now

why everything not good seems like happen on me and my friends?

i shocked this morning

real sad to heard that my good friend's dad just passed away :(

he was a good, nice, friendly uncle!

always joke with us, talk with us, play with us when we gather with him

 rest in peace uncle! ;')

hopes my babe will stay stronger and take good care of herself and her mom

i never tot this could happen on my good friend :(

i'm quite worry now, i don't know whether she could handle and overcome this tough things

hopes she could!

babeeee! i'll always stay beside you whenever you need me! *HUGSSSSS* <3

py 

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Happy birthday to the babeee! <3

never get to celebrate with you this year

but luckily get to go for an outing on tuesday :)

heee!

i know i'm random but just wanna wish you happy birthday once again!

wish everything will be fine for you! 

i like to see the happy you, always laugh like nobody business! hahaha, like sohpoh

so happy everyday k :)

your birthday wishes will surely came true :)

stay pretty also oh!

 ♥

i found these pic
this is the latest previous us! lol
i always forget to take pic with you when going out cause too concentrate listen to what you telling me :D hahaha!
thanks for always accompany me, talk to me, hang out with me, crazy with me :D

heeee! sweet 19 yo!

hope you likes the present i bought for you! :)

love ya always babe  ♥

py  ♥

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最近，天天都做工

真的累坏了 :(  

工作一切都没问题，女同事们都对我很好

很耐心的教我 :)

但最近，

我真的有点不想去上班的感觉

我觉得我自己很奇怪

我真的不喜欢陌生男性朋友

对我好像很熟的朋友这样

天天讯息我，问我睡了没，吃了没

天天约我吃午餐，天天都要载我回家

我觉得很可怕，我们才认识了两天！

对我来说，这已经超过了朋友的极限

我不喜欢这感觉，我真的很怕很怕！:(

我是个很难相信男性朋友的女孩

如果我相信一个男生，我会跟他说心事，在他面前不做作，

还会在我想哭的时候，哭出来，不会撑住。

有时候，我很讨厌我自己，讨厌我自己为什么那么笨，那么天真？:(

我很后悔，那时那么地轻易，傻傻的给了你我的电话号码

想回，你的借口真的很逊，很烂 :(((

我真的很天真 :(

我真的很笨

昨晚还被热水烫伤了我整只右手

又红, 又肿, 还出水泡

痛死! :((

今天还差一点被车撞到 

枫 - 周杰伦

这首歌，越听越心疼 :(

这几天，都很不开心

很烦 :(

第三十二天了

这些没有你的日子

真的很难过，时间过得特别慢

真的很慢 :(

我总是觉得跟你在一起很开心的时间过得很快

我很想你

想回我们一起度过，所发生的事情

开心的，伤心的

我总是会哭 :(

我们真的真的经历过很多风风雨雨

就是爱过, 我才会心疼, 才会担心

心痛真的比快乐更真实 :(

人生最心痛的不是生离死别, 而是不能和你自己爱的人在一起

*我真的还是很不舍得, 怀念我们那些一起度过的日子

我们一起经历过的风风雨雨

真的很多很多, 数不完 

难道你一点都不怀念吗? :(

py

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Hi people

i had a great weekend and holidays with the babes :)

had belated birthday celebration with the girl

hope she likes it :)

SURPRISE! she didn't even know we will make her a BELATED birthday celebration ;D

and i called her ex to join us, the most SURPRISE for her! :D:D

hahaha!

went pavillion to buy her jelly and ticket movie - you are the apple of my eyes! 那些年，我们一起追得女孩！;D

and we had snowlake! <3

the loves one <3

happy belated birthday qk! <3 

surprise! <3<3

the jelly we get her :)

i got serious eye bag! :((( i hate!

happy birthday once again girl! love you always! <3

07/11

went for pavillion again today!

had chatime, shopping with siuwai and watch you are the apple of my eyes! :D

 just planned to buy friend's birthday present actually

 but i bought myself a skirt from cotton on and nail polish from elianto at the end :/

i'm broke again! :(

like finally, i watched you are the apple of my eyes! thanks siuwai for accompany me although she watched before :)

awesome movie! must watch, they are just so sweet!

there are so many hamsap scene at first, but the end of the movie is like :((

makes me cry so badly!

memories flash back again and again when watching it :((

but this movie is really GREAT!

这是女主角和男主角! :D

我想成为一个很厉害的人，让这世界因为有了我而又一点点改变

而我的世界，不过就是你的心

可以吗？

原来我以为我是个超有自信的人，在喜欢的男生前面，我只是个胆小鬼 :(

我爱上了这甜蜜感动的故事

我怀念那时的我们

回忆很美，但回忆只能是回忆 :(

我曾经

为他熬夜，只为了等他的讯息

一起熬夜聊天

能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天？:(

and i dont know why i had allergy again today!

hand and leg damn itchy :(

dont like dont like :(

hands and legs all in red :(

hmmm, have to work again tomorrow :(

okayy, im gonna rest now!

flu find me again! :(

*所有复杂困难的问题背后，都有一个理由

每个男生心里都有自己的沈佳宜

那我想我应该不是你的沈佳宜吧？:(

照顾好你自己好吗？别让我担心 :(

py

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你好吗？周杰伦

你说故事已经结束 很久
我忘了　向前走
我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空
还牵着　你的手
想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年
悄悄到　你身边
现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？
想知道你真的过得好吗

觉得这首歌词在描述着我的心情

现在的心情 :(

想知道你的消息

却只能从朋友那里打听 :(

今天心情很复杂

又开心，又心疼 :( 

不懂该怎样 :(

如果他在我身边

陪着我度过每一天，有多好 :(

我不开心 :(

妈妈买了samsung galaxy ace 给哥哥和妹妹

我又没有份，妈妈说我有我的bb就够了

可是我真的很想要个touch screen电话

我要玩fruit ninja, angry bird, 很多很多不同的camera apps :(

但只能每天拿妹妹的电话玩个不停

我要 iphone, 可以吗? :(

真希望我今年的生日有家人送我 iphone 4 *不可能* :(

有时候，我会想我今年的生日会是怎样？

*有些痛，说不出来，只能忍着，直到能够慢慢淡忘

你最近还好吗？

我很想你 :(

py