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hey people

i'm here again ;)

last saturday was my last day of working as promoter at jusco ;)

last day was actually falls on sunday but my eye can't open again due to some nerves problem :(

so my sister replaced me, thanks sister! :D

sorry for the dirty-ness of the mirror :S

i had lots fun tonight tho friends ffk-ed us :(

went yumcha with the crazy buddies gang and my two lovely babes!

they are so nice! always can't stop making me laugh like mad :p

thanks boys and girls! <3

we even went for mahjung at jasmine's house!

just reached home at 12.30am ;)

<3<3

thanks god, i met them ;)

hmmm, seriously, i damn worry the situation i'm having now :(

my eyelids always dropped down, no energy to open at all, makes me so suffer! :(

always forced myself to open my eye because i need to drive

i just can't accept the truth if i really got the diseases :(

its a very rare diseases called Myasthenia Gravis

it will cause only nerves problem on eyes or face expression :(

the worst situation goes will cause difficulty in breathing and talking.

i prayed everynight, i hope i don't get this diseases seriosuly! :(

one more month to go to know the report :(

i'm damn afraid, i cried whenever i think of it

my parents damn worried about me, always called me when i'm driving out alone at night

sorry daddy and mummy!

i don't know how to face this seriously 

i didn't ate medicine for two days, and my eye got no energy to open again :(

god please bless me!

py