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圣诞快乐！

今年的平安夜和圣诞节虽然过得很普通，很累
但很开心 ;D

谢谢我最爱的朋友!

我爱你们! <3

HAPPY SPONGEBOB's DAY! <3

缘分真的很奇怪，当你很想遇到一个人的时候却遇不到。但当你没想到会遇到那个人的时候却偏偏会遇到。
世界真的很小
我没想过会在今天遇见回他
朋友跟我说看见他，我都不信
看见他，心情很复杂，很复杂 :(
突然觉得很陌生
就像最熟悉的陌生人 :(
我不懂为什么，看见他，我的自然反应是避开他
不是我忍下心避开
是我不懂如果我们遇到对方
我该说什么
搞不好我的眼泪又崩溃 :(
我很怕，真的很怕 :(
想哭又不可以哭，只好撑着
朋友一直问我有什么感受
她们说她们没试过遇见会前男友这样的情景
当然是伤心啊，应该没有人会很开心吧
回忆真的很多很多 :(
每天一直跟自己说不要再想了
如果我还在想念, 那又怎样?
已经结束了

今年我的圣诞愿望是

希望每个人每一天都可以过得很开心，

希望我的病可以快点好起来 :(

这病蛮折磨, 会突然眼皮没有力气打开

天天都要吃药, 有时候药都控制不了 :(
我, 你都要开心

*想知道你过得好吗? 我想你 :(

py

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Hi!

life is great with them :)

they are my late night outing gang!

my crazy buddies! :D

they like going out at night cause most of them working during day time!

so i followed them :p

just backed from one of the boy house in our gang!

his house is having party tonight, his cousin sister celebrating belated birthday :)

act we planned to sing k at first

but its so freaking expensive tonight :O

RM40 to 60 ++ excluding tidbits and fruit plate, mygod!

every box is like set their price higher cause tmr is christmas eve, hmmm :(

so we went there to chill and of course mahjung time! HAHAHA! mahjung is our trend now :p

idk why today so many ppl find me thru whatsapp, lol :p

my girl finally got back her whatsapp and whatsapp-ed me ;)

and the supervisor even find me thru whatsapp

and the most funny part is MR JY, using his new phone number and find me

asked me to give a guess without giving any clues :S

like i'm superwomen!

of course i can't guess who are him, lol

hehee! went southgate kitschen with mummy last night, bought this dress and a singlet ;)

im happy girl now! :DD thanks mummy bought this for me!

christmas coming soon!

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone! :)

wish i can have a great christmas day! 

but no one date me yet :( DATE ME OUT ppl! :p

你来过，然后你走后，只留下星空

以为快乐会永久，像不变星空，陪着我

但当故事失去了美梦，而我们失去联络

不懂为什么就在每次我最脆弱的时候，想起你了 :(

py

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hey people

i'm here again ;)

last saturday was my last day of working as promoter at jusco ;)

last day was actually falls on sunday but my eye can't open again due to some nerves problem :(

so my sister replaced me, thanks sister! :D

sorry for the dirty-ness of the mirror :S

i had lots fun tonight tho friends ffk-ed us :(

went yumcha with the crazy buddies gang and my two lovely babes!

they are so nice! always can't stop making me laugh like mad :p

thanks boys and girls! <3

we even went for mahjung at jasmine's house!

just reached home at 12.30am ;)

<3<3

thanks god, i met them ;)

hmmm, seriously, i damn worry the situation i'm having now :(

my eyelids always dropped down, no energy to open at all, makes me so suffer! :(

always forced myself to open my eye because i need to drive

i just can't accept the truth if i really got the diseases :(

its a very rare diseases called Myasthenia Gravis

it will cause only nerves problem on eyes or face expression :(

the worst situation goes will cause difficulty in breathing and talking.

i prayed everynight, i hope i don't get this diseases seriosuly! :(

one more month to go to know the report :(

i'm damn afraid, i cried whenever i think of it

my parents damn worried about me, always called me when i'm driving out alone at night

sorry daddy and mummy!

i don't know how to face this seriously 

i didn't ate medicine for two days, and my eye got no energy to open again :(

god please bless me!

py

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hey people

i know i dumped my bloggie again, so sorry!

im busy this week, hmmm

just discharge from hospotal yesterday :(

skipped this part first!

lets start with my birthday celebration with my babes first! ;)

we actually went for dinner and outing on 7/12 ;)

and i decided to go for a drink @overtime!

but jasmine said lets go her house drink and overnight instead of going overtime! lol

what a good idea! :) like finally we can pillow talk and have fun ;)

me and jasmine actually drank 7 cans, qk drank one cans then faint dy! LOL

me and babe! <3

we actually talked a lot that night! really had lots fun with them :) 

we pillow talked until 5.30am! lol

and 3 of us fall asleep afterwards :D:D

3 of us before sleep <3

i seriously love them lotsss! <3<3

they are awesome! ;)

sad to say that siuwai cant join us that night, she having stpm exam the next day ;(((

all of us miss her so much that night!

the next day! my big day! ;))

they planned to sing k @neway, time square!

me and qk <3

me and my pretty babe! <3

miss jasmine and qk <3

three of us! singing k! ;)))

while i'm concentrating replying msg and two of them actually singing song

and suddenly the song changed, joey yong is talking

and i was like -.-

and i asked : why you guys changed the song? 

then a waiter then come in with a cake! and birthday song is playing

damn shocked, wtf! almost cried!

SURPRISE!

with my lovely babes!

thanks babes with the surprise! ;D

make a wish, wish year 2012 is great for me! ;)

thanks babes for the surprise, i actually had surprise for two years dy, feel great ;)

im actually feel good with the little birthday celebration with them ;)

i really appreciate it <3

the only sad case is that my dear siuwai cant celebrate my birthday with me this year :( and him. hmmm ;(

nvm, its okay! i still happy with it :)