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i feel lifeless now :/

passed up assignment today, and i'm freeee now

but i rather having a lot work to do because i really feel lifeless now :/
its sounds crazy, i wan homework, assignment :(((
i wan't those day when i work hard on the assignment and revision until middle of the night 2 or 3am, until i can't even open my eyes, like what i used to do this whole sems :/

i wants tone of work to do to cover up myself, i wants to be busy so that i won't simply think about those sad things, can i?

sometimes, i just don't understand what human thinking, its weird, really weird :((

can say that my heart is just too weak, i can't take it easy like how people take it!

how ridiculous it is :/

time flies, its almost the end of this sems

my wish on the first of this sems is please end this sems asap, and yeah! still this is my wish now, still the same

and now i have a little wish, i hope our friendship could turn back like how we used to treat each others last time but i know its impossible.

i looks fine in front of you but there is a scar in my heart tho i had did what i should have been done, the scar will always on my heart, forever and ever :((

thus, i have to remember of every scar on my heart because each one holds a lifetime's worth of lessons.

i learned a lot this years, life is not easy ok :/

my heart is like broke into half today when i thought she will follow but she walks away.

i just feel bad, weird, heartbroken like seriously, tears dropped immediately, no jokes, i guess i appreciate and care our friendship too much :(((( and you will never knows like forever!

i just wish you will care me a little when i'm in a trouble, i'm sick, i'm down :) i just wan't a little care from you like last time what you used to do.

py :(