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Hi people

i know it have been long time i never update my blog

sorry about that because i'm busy with my finals and assignment last week

now here i come :)

cause i'm done with my finals and my sem break starts :D

i promise i will blog more often :) i promised :)

i feel great cause i think i did well in my finals! *claps for myself*

although i have been passed through toughest days with tears, sleepless night

 hope i will get good result :) 

i'm doing well recently friends, don't worry :) i'm fine, i'm fine :)

had little birthday party with the college friends right after our finals

had fun with them, played monopoly card with them

learn lots new game from them :)

our party ended at 1.30am, and i drove back alone

sad to say, its super scary driving alone in the midnight :(

i feel the loneliness, confused :( 

cried in the car at the late night

i think of him again, he used to go out with me last time until late night last time

he always accompanied me, talk to me but no more now

memories flashing back again :(

the next day

my lovely girl birthday celebration :)

the one i always mention in my blog, siuwai

the girl who always accompanied me when i'm down, solve problem together with me, give me advices 

i told her everything, she is like my second boyfie :)

i love her much :) she taught me a lot :)

the first time, i made a card for her <3 hope she like it and the present i bought for her :)

went souled out, jalan ampang :)

the new open outlet, there is another outlet which located at hartamas area

the late night yum cha's gang :)

happy birthday dear! <3

three of us :)

i love them, they always accompany with no matter what :)

hope she love the birthday surprise and celebration we made for her

girls, i love both of you! ALWAYS :)

how nice is her birthday celebration, her boyfie created a birthday celebration for her with surprise

i wish my birthday can be like this too!

i really thought my this year birthday celebration will be great, different because of him

i thought this is the first year i can celebrate with the my boyfie
i thought this is the first year i can get birthday present he gave me
i thought this is the first year he is the first one who call me and wish me happy birthday

i wish to have a perfect birthday celebration with the one i love :(
i really wish to get a big sweet surprise from him this year

but no more now :(((

okay, and i went back my ex college today to collect my original foundation cert

and went snowflakes with the shapo at midvalley after that :)

the japan combo set i ordered, not nice! :S

but i had really great time with her, we talked a lot :)

going to watch paranormal activity 3 with her next monday! can't wait :)

and our fahrenheit shopping plan, levain plan :) gonna make it on when she is free after her assignment due date :)

okay, i'm gonna be hardworking a bit to search for part time job this weekends.

i wanna find a job like clerk, i wanna work for only office hours but get high salary

i know i'm greedy 

cause i wanna have some free time to hang out with the shapo and my friends :)

Day 20

the toughest day i have been gone through

really hard :(

like gone through the darkest night in the jungle alone :(

these days, i learned how to grow up, how to face toughest problem alone, learn how to live independent

i wish he were here accompany me, teach me everything :(

these days, i still dreamed of him :(

at a sudden, i worried everything about him, studies, health, family problem, everything

i miss him a lot a lot :(

hopes he is fine with everything there :)

*please rest more, take care of yourself there!

get recover as soon as possible

DO what you promised, stop sport for one month k. :)

i don't wanna see you injured anymore. seriously! :(

and sleep early always

goodnight! 

py