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hi people, i'm here again

yea, i started my part timer job two days before

yeah, can say that i'm so regret to take this job!

its really tiring! 

have to stand like nobody business that for 13 hours, wth man!

my legs was like broke!

and its like not belongs to myself :(((

damn pain man! seriously, no jokes! :((

standing there, finding customer! damn bored :/

no customer, no leng zai, no fun at all :(

the time pass so damn slow

i counted down for every seconds! waiting for my break time and end work!

1 hour is like = to 10 years for me :((

miss study time seriously! omggg!

my body damn weak :/

i sprained my neck for the first day i worked! wth again! :(

the first day of work

and i stopped my job today

cause i get into a very serious car accident last night 13/8 

on the way back to home after work :(

horrible and awful scene for myself, damn scary :(

nightmare for me! 

can't forget this scene forever! thinking of it every moment when i have nothing to do :(

and tears come out again, can't bear with it seriously :(

i really still can't handle it myself :( my heart is like still working so abnormal when i think back :(

i feel so lonely, so scary :( the scene keep pass by my mind :(

i think i need a doctor to psycho me if i'm still in this situation :( 

the accident is so scary, i debacles and start crying when get into the accident yesterday

can't control my emotion at all :(((((((

i hugged my mum tight and cried so badly when my mom reached last night! 

thanks god

luckily i'm fine, no hurt and i'm like alive from death :(

but my car hurt so badly, need around 5 to 6 thousands to fit it back

i can't fall asleep again :(

okay, have to stop mentioning the accident

my heart works so abnormal now again :(

will try to not think about it anymore

py :(