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男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了。女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了。
Men cry, because he really loved. A woman cry, because she really give up.


thats true! so am i giving up now?
i told myself 1.1.11 was the last time i cried for him!
but still i cried for him on the next day :(
today i cried for him for the third time! OMFG!
he changed a lot!
not the previous him :(


i never cry so badly for a guy before!
this is my first time!
my eyes swollen! my eyes super pain and dry this few days :(
i had only dropped tears for the particular guys before only! *long long time ago* i don't even cried for him!
i guess im really in love with him 
and he wouldn't know forever :(
the world is unfair!
the one i love so badly dont love me, and the one who love me, i dont even have feel at them!


dear tears, please stop dropping for him everyday
i know i'm crybaby :(
please stop dropping when seeing his picture
please stop dropping when the memories between us flash back
please stop dropping when i listen back the song that represented you 
i shouldn't cry for a guy that don't love me actually!
i promised myself to study hard for this sem
i wanna pass all the subject
good luck to me :)